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she sits there crying 
wishing she was dieing 
for life is so hard 
her souls in shards 
she doesnt know what to do 
or who to even look to 
shes frightened inside 
tired of needing to hide 
so she picks up the knife 
hoping to end her stife 
she feels unalive 
her life made of lies 
slitting her wrist 
clenching her fist 
and shes crying 
she knows shes dieing 
yet she lives somehow 
she stops her fowl 
but she knows shes not done 
her battle isnt won 
she knows soon 
shell sit in her room 
pick up that knife 
and forever end her life 
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the whispers in my ear 
voices in my head 
my soul screaming out 
but only i can hear 
only i suffer its agony 
wishing to be free 
of the horrid pain in me 
wishing to be free 
of everything that hurts me 
wishing to be free 
from me my very self 
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you pretend to care 
but its so fake 
so transparent 
it makes me start to wonder 
why i care for you 
why my concewrns so real 
when yours is so fake 
what happened to giving back 
exactly what your givin 
guess the rules of the game changed 
old ones gone 
time to rewrite them 
and this time 
when they're done 
when they're put into action 
this time 
this time...ill win 
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for all the pain 
the hate and confusion 
that burns my insides 
i wish to run 
make a cowards escape 
but my mind is frozen 
my limbs wont move 
im stuck here to suffer 
no escape 
nowhere to run 
even if i could 
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i try to seem as if not a coward 
but inside 
thats exactly what i am 
and no longer can i stand 
to fight with will and pride 
nor can i turn my back 
i can only fall 
to my kneesws on the ground 
surrender my soul 
surrender my pride 
for i can not run nor fight 
alone in the quiet 
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why dont you realize 
i can handle myself 
get myself out of 
anything i get into 
i dont need you towering 
dont need you to stop me 
to keep things calm 
cause then nothings solved 
only more problems created 
so dont protect me from others 
r tell others not to hurt me 
ill handle it on my own 
i can do just fine alone 
without your constent help 
so next time please 
just back off 
leave it be 
leave it to me


-REIN-

ILY

I love you.
I am telling you now,
so that you never need to wonder
or to feel unsure.
If i wait for the perfect moment
to tell you. .
i'm scared it may never come.
And if i just assume
that you know,
you never be certain.
So i am telling you now,
and i shall tell you
many times again. .
that i love you.
-Meen-

My whisper

I have something
to whisper to you
that my spoken words
can't quite express.
I've heard it said that
the meanings that come from
hearts and smiles and tears
aren't nearly stubborn as words.
And i know it's true. .

For when you make me smile
so bright that i feel like
glowing inside

or you do something so sweet
that it overwhelms me to think
that someone as wonderful as you
could care so much for me. .

It's then that the
feelings in my heart
say such wonderful words.
I wish you could hear them
the way i do. . Because
they say so many beautiful things to you.

-Meen-

YoUr LiEs

FUNNY WHEN THINGS NEVER CHANGE,

EVEN WHEN YOU SAY THEY WILL,

WHILE YOU OFF FLIRTING HIM,

MT LIFE STANDS STILL.

WHEN I LEAVE,

YOU SAID THAT YOU LOVE ME,

YOU SAID THAT I'M YOUR ONLY ONE,

AND I LET MYSELF TO BELIEVE.

I DON,T KNOW IF I CAN STAND,

TO SEE YOU LOVE ANOTHER GUY,

YOU KNOW THAT YOU BROKE MY HEART,

YOU KNOW UR MY WORLD.

BUT WHILE YOU STAND BY MY SIDE,

I'LL BELIEVE YOUR LIES FOREVER,

CAUSE IT SEEMS SO PERFECT,

WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER..

  'REIN'

TrUe FrIeNdS

IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE,

I KEEP MYSELF SEARCHING EVERYWHERE,

SOMEONE THAT I'VE LOST YESTERDAY,

TO OWN ONCE AGAIN AND FOREVER,

TO MAKE MY TOMORROW BETTER,

AND I BELIEVE SHE WILL COME TO ME...

SOMEDAY!!!

    

THE ONE THAT I'VE BEEN SEARCHING,

IS THE TRUE FRIEND,

THAT I HAD THAN LOST,

SEEM IT WAS IMPERMANENT,

BUT I MUST FIND HER,

EVEN DAYS ARE SOILED BY TEARS.

BUT I CAN FOUND NO ONE,

LOTS OF THEM JUST LOOK LIKE FRIEND,

COME AND LEAVE,THEY DON'T CARE,

STAYING BESIDE WHEN THERE'S JOY,

WALKING AWAY WHEN I NEED,

HOW COULD I CALL THEM TRUE FRIEND?

 NEED A FRIEND,

ONE WHO CARE AND UNDERSTAND,

ALWAYS STANDING BY ME,

WALKING TOGETHER THOUGHT THE PATHS,

FOREVER FAITHFUL OF HAPPINESS AND

SORROW TO ME...

  'REIN'