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she sits there crying 
wishing she was dieing 
for life is so hard 
her souls in shards 
she doesnt know what to do 
or who to even look to 
shes frightened inside 
tired of needing to hide 
so she picks up the knife 
hoping to end her stife 
she feels unalive 
her life made of lies 
slitting her wrist 
clenching her fist 
and shes crying 
she knows shes dieing 
yet she lives somehow 
she stops her fowl 
but she knows shes not done 
her battle isnt won 
she knows soon 
shell sit in her room 
pick up that knife 
and forever end her life 
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the whispers in my ear 
voices in my head 
my soul screaming out 
but only i can hear 
only i suffer its agony 
wishing to be free 
of the horrid pain in me 
wishing to be free 
of everything that hurts me 
wishing to be free 
from me my very self 
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you pretend to care 
but its so fake 
so transparent 
it makes me start to wonder 
why i care for you 
why my concewrns so real 
when yours is so fake 
what happened to giving back 
exactly what your givin 
guess the rules of the game changed 
old ones gone 
time to rewrite them 
and this time 
when they're done 
when they're put into action 
this time 
this time...ill win 
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for all the pain 
the hate and confusion 
that burns my insides 
i wish to run 
make a cowards escape 
but my mind is frozen 
my limbs wont move 
im stuck here to suffer 
no escape 
nowhere to run 
even if i could 
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i try to seem as if not a coward 
but inside 
thats exactly what i am 
and no longer can i stand 
to fight with will and pride 
nor can i turn my back 
i can only fall 
to my kneesws on the ground 
surrender my soul 
surrender my pride 
for i can not run nor fight 
alone in the quiet 
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why dont you realize 
i can handle myself 
get myself out of 
anything i get into 
i dont need you towering 
dont need you to stop me 
to keep things calm 
cause then nothings solved 
only more problems created 
so dont protect me from others 
r tell others not to hurt me 
ill handle it on my own 
i can do just fine alone 
without your constent help 
so next time please 
just back off 
leave it be 
leave it to me


-REIN-

ILY

I love you.
I am telling you now,
so that you never need to wonder
or to feel unsure.
If i wait for the perfect moment
to tell you. .
i'm scared it may never come.
And if i just assume
that you know,
you never be certain.
So i am telling you now,
and i shall tell you
many times again. .
that i love you.
-Meen-